mmm strange feeling.

I feel odd , indifferent. No wait not indifferent just odd .

When i play street fighter i feel , fustrated at times , sometimes happy .I enjoy the challenge , im actually finding this quite hard to put into words.
I enjoy playing street fighter.Man how hard was that =.=
im turning 18 tommorow and to be honest i don't really care about turning 18.
but i do feel lonely, I can not believe that i find it hard to admit my feelings through typing as well as speaking.Quite sad really.
I know i am not one of those people peopele