Blogging to kill time

Recently i've been watching , reading and hearing alot of things about theories of time travel and it is interesting as hell .First source would be my day to day source of Chris who speaks to be religiously of lost .You don't travel just forward's and backward's you also travel SIDEWARDS . I know crazy right i still do not really understand it my self ,but it makes out lost to be that more awesome.
I would be watching it , but i do not enjoy slaughtering tv shows anime and shows in like 3 sittings. It just makes me sad when i finish watching it .But apart from that i have the time of my life watching them and some series i have watched recently have been so epic. For example one of my favourites would be code geas season 1 and 2 . Season 2 preferably considering i dont have the bulls to finish off season 1 .
=.= It gets way to sad at the end. BUT I WILL one day don't you wait. Why because i am REAL. and i when i wake up i am just that much more realer. For reals

Another anime on top of that would be FULL METAL ALCHEMIST .brother hood , another epic series was'nt really a tear jerker but i was not sleeping properly for at least 2 weeks. Such an epic story line . Make's me wonder why is there not alchemy in the world man.If there was it would just be to epic .
Seriously drawing circles in the ground making things out of other things just pure awesomeness . Although this one is ranked alot higher then the first one i personally believe that the first series had an better story line .Maybe because it was more sci fi and i love the idea of parallel l worlds .I mean why not! is parallel worlds not traveling side ways? or in other worlds another dimension .

This brings me back! to the most recent series which i have finished

"The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya "

one of my favorites seriously anime of this type do not get any better . I remember when i was watching it i was just literally thrown off by the randomness and impulsiveness of one of the female heroin , dispute the fact that it was told through an guy . It just emphasis just how epicly awesome she is .
any ways im getting lazy

i mback!

Have not been able to blog recently, i forgot my password and that just sucked. But hey i am back it's feel pretty good to be back.
When i write these blogs i find it hard express my self properly ,like i feel like the way i am approching this is just not wrong.
For example when i read other peoples blog i just feel so much empathy and well emotion being emitted , Where when i read mind it more of just a bland recount does not really describe any thing .mm new though maybe it just reflects who i am ,furthering supporting my belief that i really just do not think about things . I was about to write to impulsive but that just would'nt be write. I feel like i'm to reserved not honest enough , not emotionally of things .
Being afraid to be honest because i cant handle some situation . I just feel socially akward in some situations .
Man i don't know
This does'nt see like alot compared to other blog's i have seen but i feel like this is alot to me compared to my recenter posts mmm
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resisted peer pressure

Today i resisted peer pressure fucking awesome , well i've been doing it my whole life but! why not resist payed sex. Was it resisting or was i was chickening out . Not to sure if i just pretended to have morals or do i really.
Got to dwell on it more i guess

Currently drinking OJ! keeping real, fresh no added sugar.Seriously that is the way to go
non of the preserved bottled shit
It taste great but just doesnt taste the same with the orange pieces floating in it....v
getting lazy haha dont know what else to write . ==.= an epic FAIL . waill what is tht and waht th ehel does it mean but hell yeah it suond awesmoe i gues

music at my funeral LOL!

this isnt crazy at all
wel i have decided to have final fantasy t0 zanarkand just because its awesome

orchestra version!
maybe even LIVE that would be epic?Why because music is important to me :D
I wonder if this song had lyrics what would it be about?
note to self
every one should read ikigami considered one of my favourites
seriously what is wrong with korean people veritas is too good to be cancel
peace out

some kind of nature some kind of soul?
mm I am having one of those losing days and its quite annoying shit execution .
Utter fail
win ratio like? 3-10 =.= keep on losing to scrubs
MAN just raging
rage rage rage rage
now i forgot what i was going to blog :( utter fail.

mmm strange feeling.

I feel odd , indifferent. No wait not indifferent just odd .

When i play street fighter i feel , fustrated at times , sometimes happy .I enjoy the challenge , im actually finding this quite hard to put into words.
I enjoy playing street fighter.Man how hard was that =.=
im turning 18 tommorow and to be honest i don't really care about turning 18.
but i do feel lonely, I can not believe that i find it hard to admit my feelings through typing as well as speaking.Quite sad really.
I know i am not one of those people peopele

4 or 5 blogs

MARK YOU are on a roll. Despite the fact that the post get shorter and shorter does'n t necessarily mean i am putting less effort into this ,but emphasis on the fact about how busy i am .. HAHA right. Still a good reason non the less if i needed to explain this to some one? which i would not ever have to but hey!' shit could happen.